9th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray By remembering who I am, the amnesia of choosing to be here removed itself. It’s such a struggle to misunderstand that I am here for a purpose even though it’s true as well, but life in itself is a purpose I am here to live. As I observed people around me, including…

1st Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray I tried so hard to make myself happy, to make you and everyone else happy, that I condemn myself for being unhappy. I am unsatisfied with being a human being with desires and wants, yet unable to attain them by seeking it outside myself. I struggle so hard, and it made me…

You Are Love

How can such peace wash over me, like the warmth of the sun, when I met the sadness that rise like waves through me?LoveAnd within the spaces of that fear of losing someone, I knew I always had the love I wanted to feel.LoveThe forces that created me into this physical reality, I am the…

New Beginning

The flowing of the tears uttered no words, but silently they drop one by one. You see, my heart broke too many times before, so what makes the difference now? There was no pain, and no hurts like it once did, the lingering thoughts that it shouldn’t be so, that love once has given need…

The Girl In Me

There’s a doorway into my heart, and right there, you will find my soul. As close off as I am, my hands are still outreach for you to hold. I once thought I could get hurt if someone comes too close to me, that I might break by the touch of someone’s hands. But it’s…

Tethered Above

I sat on the mountain top and gazed towards the sky, while I tilted my head back so the tears would flow back inside. At the mountain top so high, I sat alone, and I started to wonder when spring will arrive. There I can’t cease to questioned if our love was a trial I…

Living In Peace

Of all the words I wrote There’s still a story untold I hope I could write it well Of how I made it through hell My past was painted in black I never wish the pain of it back Of all the tears I cried The most painful thing was to hide Slowly I healed…

Rain

Drops of rain made ornament on my window as my silhouette danced on the wall by the candlelight. The room dimmed and darkened as my feelings, and it shows no sign of leaving. They invited teardrops one by one to flow from my eyes. A heavy sigh comes about, and I let them accompany me…

No Separation

Eternal has no time; love is its definition.Like the waves can’t be separated from the sand, Love is an inseparable part of what makes everything connect. Separation is only in the eyes,But the heart of two lovers entangle as one knows not of separation.Intertwined Dancing flamesThe sky catches fire As the sunset –It rises infinitely… In eternity. 

Unconditional Love

Beloved, Because you demand unconditional love and complete freedom, it does not make you terrible. You are not awful at all for having such a desire. It is wise of you to acknowledge that your soul demands those things for yourself. People in this world have lost touch with their souls, and thus the connection…