9th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray By remembering who I am, the amnesia of choosing to be here removed itself. It’s such a struggle to misunderstand that I am here for a purpose even though it’s true as well, but life in itself is a purpose I am here to live. As I observed people around me, including…

Love Story Told To The Pillow

Every night I lay on my pillow, I tell it my love storyThe name of my beloved written with tears on my faceThe love I feel remainsMy thoughts raging like a storm without her hereand I paint her absence with my lightMy life bloom like spring and wither again in OctoberSummer came but gone swiftly…

The Path To Healing

I want to write something more transparent than what I have been written so far. I have all my life sought after truth and love; looking outside myself for answers which couldn’t be found. The reality outside me was a reflection of my thoughts, and my lower consciousness. Even at times I was unaware of…

New Beginning

The flowing of the tears uttered no words, but silently they drop one by one. You see, my heart broke too many times before, so what makes the difference now? There was no pain, and no hurts like it once did, the lingering thoughts that it shouldn’t be so, that love once has given need…

Sensuality

The sensuality of a flame dancing in the dark, flickering and made my silhouette clear. That even in the shades, with shadows behind my back, there’s nothing to fear. Because I am the light, the flame, dancing without inhibition. Whereas I can’t see my sensuality enfolded behind my exterior, it’s there ready for seduction.

The Girl In Me

There’s a doorway into my heart, and right there, you will find my soul. As close off as I am, my hands are still outreach for you to hold. I once thought I could get hurt if someone comes too close to me, that I might break by the touch of someone’s hands. But it’s…

Tethered Above

I sat on the mountain top and gazed towards the sky, while I tilted my head back so the tears would flow back inside. At the mountain top so high, I sat alone, and I started to wonder when spring will arrive. There I can’t cease to questioned if our love was a trial I…

Keep on Dancing

You think you have aged by the number of the years, but nothing makes you more mature if not of the experiences and the painful tears. You think you breathe well and alive, but if you don’t breathe deep into your lungs, you can’t call it life. Don’t clench your fits or tense up your…

Living In Peace

Of all the words I wrote There’s still a story untold I hope I could write it well Of how I made it through hell My past was painted in black I never wish the pain of it back Of all the tears I cried The most painful thing was to hide Slowly I healed…

Rain

Drops of rain made ornament on my window as my silhouette danced on the wall by the candlelight. The room dimmed and darkened as my feelings, and it shows no sign of leaving. They invited teardrops one by one to flow from my eyes. A heavy sigh comes about, and I let them accompany me…