10th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray Departure and arrival are the same meaning to life here on earth because the beginning is like an ending, and the end is like a beginning. The soul knows not of the end because life is merely an experience for it to grow. And even when the body ceases, life doesn’t end…

9th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray By remembering who I am, the amnesia of choosing to be here removed itself. It’s such a struggle to misunderstand that I am here for a purpose even though it’s true as well, but life in itself is a purpose I am here to live. As I observed people around me, including…

8th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray The ever-changing tide where waves crash to the shore makes me think of how time does change everything in this world. Like a ripple effect touching everyone’s life, time does not wait for anyone. We can neither go back to the past, nor can we live in the future. Everything exists right…

7th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us holding me so warmly that even if I am grieving, having a heartbreak, I can genuinely enjoy it. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and…

6th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds….

5th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always…

4th Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart,…

3rd Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of…

2nd Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went…

1st Letter

Beloved, Twin Ray I tried so hard to make myself happy, to make you and everyone else happy, that I condemn myself for being unhappy. I am unsatisfied with being a human being with desires and wants, yet unable to attain them by seeking it outside myself. I struggle so hard, and it made me…