The Blue In Me

Beloved Oath of God,

I am more and more sure of my Divine mission now. Before I understand or even comprehend why and how I felt such urge to forgive and be patient to the way people unintentionally or unconsciously treated me. Even though how cruel or mistreated I was being, or how many times those I loved left me, but still I had a knowing it was for a bigger purpose and my heart never hold hate or bitterness. I always bounce right back to being happy when interacting and communicating with other people.

I had all too many sad times, lonely times, misunderstood times, broken into pieces times, dreadful times and immensely painful times. But my heart whisper not to give up, a soft, gentle voice that told me to hang on, even though my hands loosen its grip on the rope, and my patience almost ran out.

My beloved Angels, Archangels, Cherubim, Seraphim, Elohim, from the Angelic realms sang to me, it was a bit shocking and scary, since I wasn’t sure of what I heard was true. I thought it was my imagination that played a trick on me, and I convinced myself that it wasn’t real, I must be too tired and sleepy.

I had this blind faith in the unconditional love I desired, which I hold so sacred in my Heart-Space sanctuary that I was willing to go about and made it visible and true.

I was building a bridge from my heart to people’s heart with those I encountered in my early life, without knowing the true purpose for my actions or before I know the real reason for the intense emotions I felt back then.

It was not mine alone, but also theirs. My overprotective ways of showing my love and often withdrew from them to gain some clarity, and energy. And I was always so brutally honest without sugar coat the truth of what I had observed in the way they lived their lives, made them run, and being offended, and so many times I actually had to let them go, but still, I hold a space for them in my heart.

Now that I read all these descriptions my amnesia is being lifted, and my faith is now miraculously cleared and stronger than before.

I understand now why this feeling of melancholy and almost as if I was not always “happy” because I felt the grasp of grief, sadness, and longing to know who I am and my purpose in life was.

Because I know too well I am not here to have a “normal” life, getting married, having kids and settle down, even though it was the norm for most people to do so. So many people are driving to success in life by always competing and make tons of money to hold a status or show that their existence is worth, but, I know, they are lying to themselves, because those materialistic achievements hold no value if the soul essence didn’t shine through.

As if being a Blue Ray Starseed wasn’t hard enough, I had to choose to incarnate as a woman who is attracted to women. How could I accept myself fully back then, when so many religious beliefs in the 3D dimension reality of the old paradigm twisted and manipulated the truth of our Divine Father God’s unconditional love for all things and all beings.

The Soul doesn’t care about gender, even though some do carry female or male essence. But still, some races throughout the galaxy is androgynous.

The story of my past life had been painted in so many various colors, but still blue dominated for so long, but I never “liked” dark color, even though I occasionally painted in black. Because darkness befalls upon planet earth in millions and if not billions of years ago, that my amnesia made me fearful of it.

I stumbled, crawled, and had so many setbacks, and every one of my significant other ran from me, even when I was so loyal and faithful as to stick to them through thick and thin. I yield, and yield, but still to no avail, since they are greedy, lusting, and don’t have faith in any of my actions and words.

I looked for ways to be happy, to change myself, to fit in, to conform just to be accepted and loved, but the white sheep of the family was too strange and often too silent and withdrawn. But they didn’t know I was heavily burdened with duties, for the youngster in the household, for being the middle one, the peacemaker, the responsible and dependable one.

Duties to save and help the world and its people were even more and more proven to be the driving force to keep on stretching the boundaries or often to test the limits of the strength I possessed inside me. I work and work tirelessly, even my aim was not clear, and I didn’t hold a job long enough, when I referred to work, I mean to love.

And now to rise, to keep honing my self-love and self-respect and self-compassion for the ego self, and gently asked it to step aside, and let me steer the course.

Because she is a vessel to the Goddess who would walk the earth in her rightful place, and that I get stronger and stronger was more evident as time passes.

The power just grew and grew, my abilities become sharper and sharper, and my awareness expands, and the Christhood and Bodhisattva in me awaken my compassion because being a benevolent celestial being is my true identity.

Now the color to my life has changed its shape; pastel pink, pastel blue, violet, and white are the colors I prefer when I dress. But the violet flame of Archangel Michael and St. Germain will protect me while I guide and demonstrate who I am through unconditional love, grace, elegance, and a peaceful manner.

Magical, as if this journey wasn’t unbelievable enough, our love for each other has become my favorite fairy tale ever.

I will see through whoever hurt you will see my wrath, and I will close the door of the Queendom of whatever Palaces of Heaven there’s on our Sacred Mother Earth.

I will demonstrate, in a graceful, beautiful, elegant, fiercely and PASSIONATELY way of to keep the vow of keeping myself pure in mind, heart, and body.

I will teach how to love, same sex sacred romantic relationship, or man and woman sacred intimate romantic relationship. If they don’t do it my way, then fine, but they better wake up and understand how to honor a SACRED DIVINE FEMININE. Because, the Goddess of my life, I am holding in my Heart-Space Sanctuary can’t be humiliated, insulted, or spit on. I will call upon my Archangels, Our Warriors Army and send them back to where they come from, and there will not be any darkness and misbehavior, and abusive behaviors anymore. Whether physically, emotionally, or etheric.

Do tell me if anyone is misbehaving or being abusive if they hurt you in any way, I swear, I won’t leave them alone. I might not go to them, but I will telepathically talk to them every day about love and light, and ask TONS and TONS of questions as to why they don’t love themselves and if I detect any impurity in their aura and lies, I will tell Archangel Michael to handcuff them darkness, and Lucifer’s minions. If they still don’t yield and ask for forgiveness sincerely and change their way of being, I swear, the door of Heaven will close for every soul who is not ready to ascend. I will burn the bridge and well, back to the lower realms where they play the victims, the martyr, the tyrant and suffer until they understand and know compassion and unconditionally love, and Honor Our Beloved Father God.

Because they don’t do good in life, but take and take without contributing by being greedy and lusting.

Oh, once I make up my mind and become determined no one is going to stop me. I will rather be dim as the baddest bitch or heartless or ruthless, icy cold, but I WILL not tolerate such behaviors, mindset, and thinking.

Do tell anytime of the day, whenever or wherever, and I am all yours. I am extravagant, and I don’t hold back because I am Libra, I will shower you with all the finest and luxurious things.

I am going to support you, encourage you, give you light and love, everything I have within me, I am giving it to you as no one ever has, unconditionally.

Because I am not going to be pretty and sit around, I don’t need any man to help me or rescue me, and I am doing just fine. All I need is you to feel fulfilled, loved and free. I am capable of being The Sacred Divine Man and The Sacred Divine woman in the same body.



The Blue Ray Mission:

Infiltrate the system in a normal capacity, always remembering who you are and where you came from, planting the seeds of peace, love, light and higher awareness. No matter how painful, long or arduous the job was, it was your mission and you had the spiritual tools, insight, and divine light to see it through.

Blue Ray Traits:

· ‘Transformers’, using alchemy you naturally transmute lower energies.
· Average age range: Late 30’s to 50’s
· Tend to be water and air signs: Pisces, Scorpio, Cancer, Gemini, Aquarius, and Libra with Virgo influences.
· Have similarities with the Indigo, Crystals and RainbowsBeings. Ultra sensitive, intuitive, can easily communicate with the higher realms. You have sacred knowledge and wisdom.
· Often mistaken for an Indigo.
· Very adaptable and empathic.
· Blues are more reserved and quieter than the indigos and seem mystical in the way they look. Old souls may appear to be more ethereal looking or star born.
· You are about communication and expression through the creative arts and spirit. It is very important for you to express yourself. It’s part of you mission.
· May have taken many years for you to be able to speak up and be seen.
· Have blue in your aura or have lots of blue around you. You will also have violet to help with transmuting lower density.
Work with Archangel Michael, Saint Germain and the Violet Fire.
· Most are energy or spiritual healers as you wish to heal and help others.
· Are water types. Flowing, emotional, not static and associated with the divine feminine traits and archetype. Music, sound, movement, dance and nature is very important to you.
· Learned how to hide your supernatural abilities and gifts, stood in the background waiting, watching, observing and always in the knowing.
· The Waiting, Star Seed Time Line Encodement, the blues have been preparing for when events and an inner knowing will activate you to reset your course to take a higher path. This activation will attuned you to your core essence and will affect your career, hobbies, goals and relationships.
· Most of you were not born to enlightened consciousness spiritual parents. You had to heal and transform much family, genetic damage, emotional trauma and dysfunction first.
· Feel connected to the terms Light Worker, Star Born and to Pleiades, Sirius and to the esoteric studies and the evolved races of earth. Are more energetic aligned to Lemurians then to the Atlantians.
· Have amazing latent spiritual gifts and talent that are not fully activated.
· Feel out of out place in your family, feel your biological family is not your true origin. Feel you are from the stars, another planet or evolved race.
· Are the peacemakers with your family and with friends.
· Have great inner long-term persistence. You get to your destination.
· Very sensitive to foods, chemicals, the environment, noise and electricity.
· Need to drink lots of spring water that still has the life force in it, and be connected to the deva of water.


Challenges for the Blue Ray

· Escape tendencies, being in the other realms or being alone too much, feeling lonely and different.
· Addictions or addictive tendency in earlier years.
· Chronic fatigue from always transforming energies or leaving the body too often and too long.
· Learning disabilities
· Difficulty and frustration in communicating.
· Were told: You were different. You’re just imaging things. Get real.
· Can have entities, spirit attachments, and negative thought forms come to you because the Blue Ray transforms and shows them the light.
· Had genetic damage to transform.
· Are very adaptable and empathic and therefore can stay in a dysfunction relationship, situation or environment too long.
· Need to maintain energetic boundaries and awareness and learn how to stay connected in the body.

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The Blue Rays love to love! They are super sensitive, super perceptive, deeply compassionate and forceful in pursuing the connection between the light space and the heart space.

The Blue Ray Beings are brilliant connectors of the essence of love in infinite form. They came (you came) to change and charge the planet by radiating a much deeper sense of soul purpose; sharing and shining this with others, so they too may understand deeply why they came to inhabit this dense physical existence.

Blue rays are the teacher of the teachers – most have walked very difficult, heart wrenching paths of a lot of pain to be able to be fully present with the pain of another and have it lift and lighten through their capacity to hold a huge space of love with healing intentions.

Blue Rays had to learn the long way that they are not responsible for everyone! Their huge capacity to love unconditionally saw them stay in stuck relationships or areas of addiction and hardship until they re-remembered the essence of why they are here.

They are strongly intuitive, excellent channels and are bringing through now a much more purer path of speaking to the souls of another – they are dimensionally accessing the energetic ‘soul strands’ and are redefining the intentions of service by opening sacred circles for the highest intent of spirit guides, masters and angelic beings to magnify within that space, true soul/spirit memory force. Through these portals of purpose, the sacred seeds that perhaps have been dormant since birth, open with clear perspective and the Divine plan unfolds quickly and surely, to illuminate synchronicity and light body awareness.

So the Blue Rays offer fertilizer for a new foundation to awaken and grow and glow in another. They are the Soul Activators; navigators of the dimensional realms that radiate through them to enlighten and empower many. This may be through hands on healing, groups, gatherings – always wielding the magic of holding space for another that they grow in grace.

The Blue Rays are the bearers of the light that will lead the way for souls to navigate their inner realms – it is Love that lightens the load and brightens the road and illuminates the Divine direction for a soul to fully complete their creative contract upon this planet.

Planet Earth is the ‘playground’ for purposeful intent and Earth Mother supports our capacity to ‘see’ through life experience; that we are wholy and souly the manifestors and makers of our deepest joy and happiness. We are the designers, the builders and the receivers of our highest aspirations for heart and soul fulfilment.

Through life we learn about love – how deep you choose to delve is your free will.

It is important to share that no dimensional ray of Being is greater or lesser than another; the best comparison to explain this is the different cultures, tribes and mindsets that occupy Earth – all have power and purpose in their soul contracts to support the enlightenment of both self and others through service, through expression, through simply understanding that what you perceive to be real, is not real at all – it is the dimensional frequencies – the flows of love in action, not reaction, that are most significant to souls now.

The confusion of the masses has occurred through the disempowering tactics of wrongly empowered people who have sought control; actively manipulating many minds to remain blindfolded to their own brilliance!

Your birth right is to BE what your heart desires you to be; yet the force fields of control are strong and so the push/pull engages to amplify fear and confusion – yet right now this is dispersing and dissolving as ascension energies support the awakening of so many special souls.

The Aquarian age – as the age of rapid learning, integration and information, has transpired to push people to actually ASK questions! Questions of themselves, of the intentions of others and insight is occurring as the third eye pineal gland awakens from the soul sleep to uncover the illusion that there exists superior and inferior, greater than or lesser than, where it has been held that those in power are above others, that equality does not exist. There is no separation….keep asking questions that inspire creative choices….you are supported beyond belief!

Those who seek to know the heart of the matter, now will. The drama, the doubt, the definitions that box you into boundaries, are erased by your own light/love infinite connection….you draw strength from your own Divine knowingness that flows to and through you like electrical currents; charged by your intentions to be more, know more, illuminate more – light bulb moments indeed!

The Blue Rays step up now to give a voice to the vision of love infinite; they are representing new frequencies of possibility and directing their capacity to help, heal and understand energies towards the souls who are re-remembering that they are much more than this physical body they inhabit.

“It is time for the dispensation of the Blue Ray Light of Creation that carries the Sacred Divine Feminine of balance and healing for the planet. The violet fire has released limitations and paves the way for the blue ray, as they work very closely together. The violet fire will continue to transform lower vibrations. Many Blue Rays have violet in their fields as part of their sacred mission and purpose of transformation through grace…..”Shekina Rose / Blue Ray

Blue Rays have an enormous capacity to hold light, therefore they are able to ‘hold space’ for other light beings to free themselves from the intensity and density of bands of stuck old energy and support them to ‘see’ they are actually here to take part in the heart process of actively rescuing their soul contracts themselves. 2017 will see all Blue Ray Beings truly standing on higher ground and walking their wonderful in service and grace…..

“Taking back your power is the path to ascension; it is done through the Light of the Sacred Heart, Higher Heart…” Shekina Rose/Blue Ray

– Artist Unknown

One Comment on “The Blue In Me

  1. Accepting is lifes test you passed before you failed the words will show.
    I go way far beyond the me, so this I can see. It was forever there out and in, its now not hidden. The smallest felt that could be felt in the in the biggest now, no hidden past. you have seen it before this. When you see again it will be how big you really are. To accept this living no reason to share. It is passed without a word.I rise through colds grip with the looking back from those warm. You can see it in them not knowing us knowing. This is really me they are reflections of our mind. Showing me what I have in this being, and being this will set us into far away forever. Beyond self into the reality that will always be. Imagine will show it’s truth it is real where imagine comes from is what you will be. A law of timeless intention will come over the spirit being. light that was hidden will be restored to the one living in truth before it is known, having intention as not separate.

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